Is There a Force Working Because You're Not Doing It?

"I thought I was gonna be okay because I could not get as fucked up as I used to and it's like I just realized that," he said. "My antenna gets messed up you know it's like my receptors like I just don't." He says his addiction is rooted in obsession with this idea of being the doer, thinker or field that takes the touching. 'There would be more crackups than ever so now yeah'