A Simple Connection With Your Own Essence

I think I'm thinking about the word simplicity you know it's a sort of simple being that after you clear away all this stuff after you do all this development supposedly then you arrive back at this simple simple connection with your own essence. What is available to you in this position is like intuitive knowledge which is just knowing things based on your own through your feet and feelings from some source. You also have just a very simplistic experience of the world around you like if you look in the Waldorf schools like what does Steiner having these Waldorf kids do? And he says there's one tweak in him though because he is trying to help us return to something like that but then comes back with saying