The Cataclysm of Each Transformation

I hit a wall, my god, and then i had to die a little bit, and i barely got back up. It's a phoenix transformation at each at each turn. And it's painful. But the thing is, is that even though you've travelled twenty miles, let's say, on that road, and you've only moved three miles forward, you've moved three miles for instead of falling backwards. To those who have everything, more will be given. From those who have nothing, everything will be taken. Do not stay in one place. Well, as you sigan sa, maybe then, maybe the cataclysm of each transformation starts to lessen....