I Think Lewis Expected This to Be a Great Success or a Great Mistake?

Shan, i wantedto know if you think lewis expected this to be a great success that everyone got and everyone felt the same way about as he did. I like to jump into the deep end and see if i can keep myself from drowning. Was he trapped in a whirlpool of his own thoughts, shan? This is te time in his life where he wasn't. And what she calls out of him is far away my best relationship with her we misunderstand. It's the first move of faith of love for joy davidman.