You Don't Start Drinking

The self wants to have tons of knowledge about how to stop freedom from the self as you never start. You wouldn't have to know all this shit if you don't drink. The knowledge had its purpose to produce an effect that doesn't need to have a lot of knowledge about it. So then when you act out, you have an emotional hangover, which I never had when I was using and drinking. It's just not starting a lot of things.