The Struggles of Living a Religious Life

I do wonder, obviously, you had a perspective of Christian people as, or religious people as less than that. It wasn't something that was appealing or attractive to you at all. Were those opinions made at a distance as kind of the other? I know you speak of a highly individualistic self and you pursued a lot of this probably autonomously. But did you engage? Did you ever even see or what would you consider perhaps now an embodied form of authentic Christianity?"