The Cost of Being Pregnant

For me personally, like there was no question of me being pregnant. And I think this process was purely about giving me my mind back that I had lost for the last like year and a half,. maybe even two years to like, couldn't think straight. It's because I was speaking to a friend who did want children but didn't have a partner. So it's like, well, I'll freeze my eggs. And then, you know, in the future, I hope. But when that is taken away, it actually felt, I felt halfway through my life. This is actually a worse feeling than if I was just blissfully unaware of being like, I'm the boiler,