i think this movie captures so much about what it's like to be an addect. At some point, your symptoms start to become you and then the way our brain is wired becomes who we are. We hate being addects. We wish we were different. If i could be a different person, i promise you i would. They don't ask for this, right? Rue didn’t ask for this. She din't asking for this. And that's just how you feel. You're tired of it.