Is That a Trigger for You?

i always ask people like yourselves, if i had a drink in front of you, or was doing a line of coke, which i've never done, or smokea o smoke pot, or whatever it is in of you now. Are you enough? Have you gotten beyond the fact that actually, not only is it not a trigger, i see that and i'm like, i really don't want anything to do with that. Or is there still a part of you that likes that or wants that? It's been long enough where to me, like, we had some guests over d it was my, my buddy's a fiftieth birthday. And ont of e men to...