i just feel like, in the way that it's like, if you were supposed to know, you would know. And also, creation itself, i thaut you're saying, but it is just one thing, and it's alone. O my if i ent m thing, i had like, very visceral and vivid, hallucinatatic experience of that placeand question work. But what an unbelievably encouraging feeling is that there was one and its desire was to split and connect. It put in all of us this desire. Richie says this in cart sthis sexual desire is such a clue tohow, like it's such an obsession of ours. Obviously we've sort of modified it