What Is My Intention in Relationship With Her?

She was impulsive and non traditional. She got a lot of trouble when she was younger. Her sister had always kind of kept a distance and had a kind of a disapproving attitude. But what happened was, their dad died, and now they were having to take care of their mam. It forced them together in a way, specially at the holidays. And then this younger sister was feeling, once again, xactly the same thing,. Not seen, not respected, not appreciated, disliked. So she asked herself, you know, what's wrong with me? Why can't i make her like me? She doesn't understand me? Went into all of that. Then she paused