Albean: If i am looking for my real nature, which is infinite existence, consciousness, bliss, that i am one with god, and that is where i will find find lasting, a bliss, a profound satisfaction. That is spiritual life. The two cannot be combined, because one is of the nature of maa, of error, of falsity. One may have a lot of power and be very powerful and very rich, or one may be a fakiin absolutely penniless, with not a single possession. But one will be completely satisfied and full if one has realized that ultimate nature of ourselves, of the of this existence.