Is Your Self-Esteem Getting Stronger as You Get Older?

I think I've been very hard wearing on the self-esteem, is my point in mortality. Do you feel like it gets stronger or weaker as you get older? Because mine is just ebbing hard as time goes on. But I hope that you seem to reach an age where you just don't care anymore. If it hits a rock bottom, then there's some sort of epiphany. And then you're like, it's all futile anyway. That's not worry about it too much.