The Consequences of Disobeying God

I'm asking myself these days, if there is a God, why would that entity condone or even enable, create all of this suffering? It certainly does make sense to me that in some ways we are being punished mostly by our own deeds. These are not the results of angels or demons. We did this shit. And in that sense, I believe we have to figure out how to fix it. There is no one coming to save us. As my friend Olivia says, we are the ones that we've been waiting for.