The Dark Night of the Soul

There are simply days when you don't want to get up and are not at all sure that you can get up. One of the things that i've ways love to do is read. You suddenly become aware that an hour after you picked up a book, you're still staring at the same page. A you you've been paralyzed in terms of just taking a next step with your eyes or with your mind. It's an annihilating experience. When you're in the depths, it's, it's an utter loss of identity.