How to Live Your Life Without the Structure of a Job?

I have a pet theory that your real skill is the capacity to keep learning, right? If you make someone hate learning so much they don't even like engage with the act of learning, you'll find out how. I get lost where the hours go by and I haven't done anything. And I just, this feeling of, I kind of get lost in a doom part of my head. But then I get happier when my kid gets home and I can start to get to that other place where I'm just happy we're all alive.