I'm Trying to Size Up My Baby Right Now, Right?

i feel like i'm thinking all these big exercential thoughts. And the logistics of being apparent is just like feeding, sleeping, pooping, cuddling. My father grew up in a south indian culture steeped in patriarchy. So oftentimes who i end up modelling myself after are my peters. You know, i'm 39 years old. My partner also is, you know, in my age range. I feel back as i am it stupid that i'm not giving her age? Isn't that hysterio tope of women? But at the same time, i don't know what's wrong with me.