I say to myself every day, go, god loves me exactly the way i am. And i find great comfort in that. But because it can't just be, i am loved because i'm popular, or because i got a standing ovation,. I mean, is ontyae gone, exactly? So we have to have something. You still er, obviously, it s sounds like you believe in god, absolutely. An and, i mean, but my family is still, my family are still there. A too remind me. It's good to counterbalance it with something that's like, ye. But what's the big picture?"