"i started this year a 335 pounds and completely fat as fuck. And i had, even though i have been in tremendous shape many, many times in my life, i had a very hard time believing that i was going to be able to do that again," he says. "Right now, i'm pretty fit and lean at 267 pounds, twisted steel and sex appeal,. All right? Ah, here's the deal: You may not believe that you can do these things right now... But what i mean by belief is that you are going to start working on your skill set before you ever think about doing anything else."