Kill the Spider - I'm Not Leading Worship Anymore

i lost my family, i moved out of my house. Was getting applications at starbuckan home depot. And it was time to make a decision whether to chase darkness or to chase light. Now i find myself, i'm not leading worship any more. I'm speaking 100 % of the time. I'm on my second book now, killed a spider. As far as i've got a 15 year old, a 13 yearold and an 11 year old, and things incredibly chaotic, but incredibly, they're just, it's beautiful. It's a beautiful time right now.