I've Only Got a Little Bit Left to Read

i feel like i can't be myself at all, like i have to put on a completely normal appearance. Yet i'm worried that, because i have this anxiety of my what isn't being found out, and people finding out that there's something wrong with me,. i try to be as normal as possible, and in turn, that makes me seem weird in itself. And i just don't it. Ye, robert, you'd mention something about co dependents. Yes. I shall. I i've only got a little bit left to read. Im b, i feel like every single like, i want to expand socially. I want to actually learn what good friendship feels like