There's an interesting word that's the opposite of distress. So it sounds to me like what you're describing, even though it's unpleasant, sounds like it could actually be u stress. And ye, there are some people that wake up every day and just think like, kkcacaackak ck k howket like i suk i sak i suck. I need to be good like maat. Everybody's better than me. Suck. That dissatisfaction a weself is where greatness comes from.