What's Next?

i remember days later, standing at the bath top, you know, and being completely actually, almost is functional, because i just see energy around myself. Why? No? And just outlines of people and objects. So it is a little bit like they saying the gospel of thomas, or even blake said, youknow, cleansing your doors of perceptions. And this is what happen. This is what, in chapter 29, is promised, you'll be walking like gods and goddesses on earth,. Because you enter what they calle goddess consciousness - so you view beyond the normal distrinctions of maternsputed- right?