I Don't Want to Be Here

When i and i bought a housee first time ever. And it was like i was walling myself into a fuckind mousoleum or something, all of a sudden. E, when you had money,  fantasized about how to get the most out of your life. I'd think that at my entire house. If you notice, when you went to p that second bedroom just got a bed, and my girl friend shit in it all over the floor and ad and the fact that there's nothing in there every day. It's like a curse.