I would just look around and I would drive by big homes that I want to live at in fact I've told the story a number of times about how the fuck I ended up at the house I'm in now okay. When they were building that house there was a log cabin that got struck by lightning then they built a replica of a historic mansion called Oak AlleyOkay on the property uh where Ulysses Grant's cabin was okay and his original horse stables and the tree in the front yard where there's a photograph of him sitting next to all these things they're all all the properties original. So while they're building this house I'm sitting outside watching them build it because you in