The Serenity Pool

"I was experiencing that terrible ramp up when you realize that you have ingested way more than you thought you have," he says. "If you can relax here, how are you ever going to fucking relax? You're going to be freaked out for the rest of your life." The moment you drop out of that down into the heart, everything's like, oh, this is fun. But it's always going to be there, man. That's just the..."