I actually prefer the sadnessthe anger was likei' not even mad at this hard working person. There's no you fakin idiota Get a rake. I just feel like a really almost cosy, blanket, sad couch cry feeling. The sadness is such a key moment to get to. Because there is a like an admitting that this is the reaity that happens. And it's and i'm angry that you are affectingme. That reality isn't always accommodating and quiet and and gentle m well, that bums me out. You said that anger is the first layer often, ya, and father gregg says, anger is pain turned inside out. We're