I'm Not Buying the Rug, but I Can Let It Be Pulled Out

I used to have a lot of tough tough time sleeping. And I noticed I would be on the phone all over the world with like 20 to 40 people trying to get out of what I wasn't in, but I didn't know that I was searching. Now when I wake up, I either hear the myself say, "There's just thinking there's no thinker" and then I start laughing. There's this relief and the sleeping happens and this is a big deal. You've, this message has changed my life in Alan's life and we're just so grateful.