Entrusting to the Waves

In three days maybe after we ended our retreat, she did die and the grief is really with me. And it's continued in the same way of just entrusting to those waves and finding over and over again this kind of timeless loving where her form is gone and where can the loving go? You know, I'm aware I'm sharing with you a very simple, clean kind of grieving. There are many threats and losses that are really difficult to open to waves that are very difficult to entrust ourselves to.