I Have the Same Anxiety and I'm Like Oh, Yeah, No, I'll Be So Awkward

I have that anxiety with coming in because I'm like oh what if it's awkward, but then I'm like I think we're both kind of all I have that same anxiety. And when I get really panicky sometimes I'll just make self-deprecating jokes You know because I'm just like, what do I say? Yeah, yeah, I feel like you do that too. That's why I notice When I was streaming and someone's like, Oh you're gonna play games. I'm like, I don't have a plan though! Like well if we get bored to talk here at one point and then it's awkward and we just sit there and it's like