I didn't have a management go that time. I mean, ther i did not have any secrets. Am, and a, my copander is incredible through it, but it was just as hard in both of us,. Then then we went to go raise he first time fund, the hundred twenty five mill or fund. And i felt exhausted in ways i i've never imagined. That led to depression. But like, the length of stress and length of depression made it very difficult to get out of last couple of years while my job has been dramatically easier.