I Used to Go for the Hottest Guy I Could Find

I used to go for the hottest guy I could find. That sounds so silly and shallow and childish, but it's true. It was this concept of just validating myself. And that validation to me was if I get the hottest guy, that means I'm really attractive too. But now at the point of my life where I'm not looking at your physical qualities, I'm notLooking at if you go to the gym every day, because that's just silly.