The ant goal, the point that i'm supposed to reach, in my head, is very high upabove than what looks reachable. Imagine your climbing less li lese, a tree, but the tree, you cannot see the end of the tree. So even looking at it just makes you want a stop. The difference between them and me is just seems like un unapproachable te ther point is, so i'm 25. I've been studying for 19 years in my life,. It just feels like i'm just starting to get into it.