I'm a Strait Guy, but Mostly Straight, but I Want to Be He Like Me

I'm a strait guy, like iis the spectrum, but i'm like mostly straight. But this gyli i, i fuck and love him. I want to be him. He gives me this hug, and he leads us down this alleyway towards this old colonial mansion where his commune is. As we're walking, it's really dark. There's no lights anywhere. And there's the ground is kind of like, sort of that cross between dirt and pavement,. s ar broken up hard topand a and there's trees over alley way. The rev on comes from the body as well, and i have a girl frind, buti, i'd be