A Flashback of a Horror Movie

"Every day for the rest of my life, i shall dread weakening again and becoming something i simply do not want to be," she writes. "I'm really going to try to make kid see tha, etting into drugs simply isn't worth the bulshet." She also talks to her brother and gives him a lecture about the brother she almost drugged,. or that she seriously considered drugging. This book really feels like a horror movie, because, like when things are going well at this point, you're like, ok, what terrible thing is going to happen next? Because i know it'll be something i thenk she goes back to school, kid start harassing her again