Is It Really a Disconnection From My Body?

i had reached a point of just acley, i didn't know what to do to move through that. I haven't been able to understand why my body, why my nervous system, has been the way it has been all my really. There is this no real disconnection from my body and i. It might be peteos from disexperience,. because, you know, i can imagine that it feels like, very much like being in this ocean of like it son come fort abord. And when did these threats find each other?