I Can't Take a Break From Trading

i would wake up and i'd feel all this dread about trading. I just, i don't want to have to deal with my mistakes from yesterday. And then i gave back more than half that money byt just being an idiot. So i decided, i have to take a break. I can't take this any more. I hate trading. You know, it's a love hate relationship. I hated it. It wasn't anything crazy. It was just runof the bill bad trading. That's one of my weaknesses. A lot of really good traders i admire, mo i'mim totally jealous of this. They'r just, they just treat things like, oh,