This past week end, my mother passed two years ago as we were months into the pendemic. And i had all the feelings anger and resentment that she was taken in such an unexpected way. She failed in certain ways that were really cataclysmic to me and really messed me up. We were able to most of my siblings and i gather t this past week end by a body of water  and finally listen to stevhen's mourning is broken - one of her favourite songs. As it's like drift she's drifting out into the water, and we're both laughing ecause i slipped on the rocks, and crying because it's death, and it's all the things in