My First Anxiety Attack

I didn't realize how fearful I Was and how fearful my environment was Until I got older. My parents were so scared they made me so scared of everything. It actually got worse when I left high school and after I found Christ, which is so weird This is how I knew it's from the devil because I found Christ And then the enemy was just like let me find any way to freakin distract your walk with God right now. As soon as I got saved I Got really anxious  and even before that like before I got saved and like found Christ if that makes sense I was really anxious.