The Fear Of, Oh, I've Already Hit My Peak

"I was talking to my counsellor, i said, if i don't run on this motor, do i become lazy?" he asks. "And she was like, no. You actually become more present," his wife responds. 'You actually get to enjoy the things that god has called you to do' He says there is a real fear of losing what got him here and going back to where he came from. But day after day, as I meditate,. as i pray, as i listen to the right things, my heart is getting fuller with this idea of a pace that's sustainable long term,' he adds.