The Inner Most Self Is Not in This

I almost prefer the idea that the inner most self is not in this. I have an idea. It's just hitting me right now so you can blow it out of the water if it doesn't work. Let me ask the conductor, but what about the music itself like me or maybe grace is the music itself. What is the song being played right right through the instruments? So you want to work through the you don't want to you don't wants to sideline. Right. You want to hear it, but maybe you wantYou want to be playing this song and not that song. And you want to play this song because I know it's a lot of people who are playing this