#607 Adoption, Autism, BPD - Lacey
Mental Illness Happy Hour
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How Do You Feel After Writing These Things Down?
I sometimes watch incest porn. I have s and m pantasies. My biggest phantasy is to wake up to someone having sex with me, which is what happened when i was actually raped. The idea of someone wanting to rape or subjugate me makes me feel desirable and wanted. Despite the fact that i've done a lot in my life that i feel proud of, i'm still that lonely girl alone in her bedroom. Have you shared these things with others? Last year i started taking anti depressents for the first time, and it changed my life. It's such a cruel thing to do to ourselves. Anyuthing you'd like to share with someone who shares your thoughts
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