"I see you, mamma, and we've been gentle with each other in tiknot hanish," she says. "It's really beautiful. Tto see you taking care of yourself." She admits to deluding herself that it is normal for her to bleed during a pregnancy. 'You're not alone,' the mother-of-two adds. "'If i thought going to the hospital would help er, something like then, ya, maybe that's a good time to go into your let your fear motivate you' I think thats, that's kind it might have been that.'