I Have Not Been Lazy in My Life

"I have not been lazy in my life. I have been tearing myself apart for years trying to find that thing that you people keep talking about, that one tower of flame," he says. "And i'm telling you, it is not there." He writes: 'i don't have anything in my life that makes me feel like my head is on fire, like there's a sol revolution going on inside my rib cage' After reading the interview with Liz gilbert and feeling embarrassed by what she had said,  he asks himself how many other people can say they know exactly what their purpose is? And his answers are virtually zero%.