What's Rewarded in the Current Situation?

Why is it a terrifying decision to commit to being part of the outflow of life and t the breath of whatever it may be that is producing all this beautiful life within the complexity? There's a lot of obstacles that are posed by our culture. Some people could be incredible writers or musicians or actors or painters or architects or healers, and they run into that potential and then turn their backs on it and run in the other direction. It does take some courage to aline with a different principle. Rather than a survival and self interest, to serve life is to understand that i am here to serveLife.