The Memory of Pre-Birth

As a kid I had several psychic either premonitions that happened in dreams or or thing like I knew exactly when my grandmother died. My consciousness was shifting into a an articulated verbal kind of event and I remember thinking oh as this process happens that memory of pre-birth is fading because it's not a memory that can that that exists in words right? So I'm losing my connection to that memory and that memory is going to be very important for me as I get older I need to hold on to it somehow, he says. "I made a real effort to like you must remember thisYou must remember this feeling even though you can't access the feeling as you get older"