The Sign Wave of Up and Down, When It Does Get Better, It Will Go Bad

Vardicu: As life is, when it does get better, it will also go bad. If you don't do enough to actively document what your life is going through right now,. You will never know what it was to get out of it. That's a regret. I wish i had documented that journey. And unfortunately, i don't remember how it feels and that kills me. It fills me with a sense of regret sadnessThat such an important chapter of my life is now left to this power of memory which is only going to get worse and worse as i grow old.I want to be able to feel, actively, intensely, feel what i am going throughright now