What's It Like Have a Crush?

i always thought that my first crush would be a girl, because i had all these dreams and, like, all these stories that were ing in my head about. Ah, but then, oh, no, it's a guy. To start to realize something that kind of changes your own perception of yourself is probbly like a huge moment. Andow, i would honestly say i was pretty good at pretending to be something that i wasn't. But at that point, i didn't even know what i was. Ra, so i deftly think when that moment of realization hits, i had to take some time to process it. I am very appreciative the people that i've met