I think we tend to only think of grief as being this thing that you feel when someone dies or something ends. There's actually a term for it that psychologists now have disenfranchised griefs. It took me a really long time to understand that it had been for me as profound as losing a mother at an early age. I'm happy to say I always had the sense that I wasn't going to repeat that mistake. And my kids would tell you that I haven't.