Ivan's Family Is Outside Playing

i was struck by, i'll point out a oupe of things in my translationandnthe, we'll see if you goys agree or may be have a diferent translation. He doesn't have a come to god moment, actually, or, as you put it, o epiphany, something like that. But very near the end, after he's had this, i think it's right after what alec just read, when he realizes he's going to die, he begins to cry. And then ah, so he seems to be speaking to god in chapter nine, and then again inAh, the final chapter, chapter 12, he says a, he feels